1. |
you and drugs don't mix
02:23
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pass the bowl
really need to cleanse my soul
smoke goes in
my lungs hate me
god this cannot be healthy
temporarily happy
drugs and substitutes will never replace you
pass the bong
really need to do more wrong
smoke goes in
your name comes out
my body craves your touch right now
but it's not allowed
drugs and substitutes will never replace you
but for now it'll have to do
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2. |
rainy days in my head
02:34
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i don't believe people when they say it gets better
cliché advice will not help me survive this weather
in my brain
it's storming, it's storming
i can't get away
please tell me, please tell me
how was your day
just ignore everything i say
i'll tell you i'd rather be dead
than weather this storm in my head
please tell me, please tell me
how was your day
ignore me, ignore me
it might go away
but will you please answer me this
if you ignore the rain on rainy days
doesn't it still exist
oh, ignorance is bliss
but it doesn't mean problems cease to exist
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3. |
addy highs
02:22
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when i said i wasn't happy
maybe it was a cry for help
but people don't take that well
just store my words on the shelf
when i said i needed space
to all of my best friends
what i really meant was that
i'd rather be dead
i'd rather be dead
two in the morning
smoke breaks outside
i don't want this body of mine
four in the morning
adderall highs
tell me everything will be alright
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4. |
crystal glasses
02:01
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crystal glasses
leftover bottles of wine
apartment's trashed
it's all my fault this time
where do you go when you're already where you should be
i am a machine, a byproduct of this disease
no recollection of what i did last night
woke up beside someone who isn't mine
where do you go when you're already where you should be
i am a machine, a byproduct of this disease
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5. |
lonely boy
02:25
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i wanna be loved
i wanna feel something real
existential breakdown
it's really no big deal
love is 50/50 they say
i have never known it that way
beans and guts
i'd spill it all for you
give you my heart then
find a substitute
blinked my eyes, you walked away
used me because you were lonely
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6. |
you don't need me
01:16
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you don't need me
like the drugs you take
and that's okay
you don't need me
like the hearts you break
and that's okay
take all of your bad intentions
when you go
oh, just go away
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7. |
fuck my ex
02:41
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and i hate the way you say my name
it sounds like all of my mistakes are calling for me
so just stop, stop saying my name
oh, just go away
and i hate the way you call cigarettes "stoges"
they're just fucking cigarettes
get a fucking grip
stop trying to act cool
oh, i hate you
and i hate how you
would not wake up
when i had class and you
would spend the day in my bed
go fucking do something productive with your life
and stop being in mine
you smelled like cigarettes all the time
and you played your music over mine
and your addictions made you unkind
towards me
i fucking hate you, i hate you
my friends hate you too
yeah, fuck my ex
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9. |
can i be your fool
03:05
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paint me as what you want me to be
i will agree
change is only secondary to what you need
but is it me
look at the flowers, they all bloom for you
is this the proof you've been searching for
let me in, let me show you what i see
you won't believe
something's gotta give
oh, something's gotta give
can i be your fool
it won't work out in the end
it won't work out in the end
can i be your fool
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10. |
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high school crushes
that never paid attention to me
now all want a
pretty specific piece of me
home from college
doing things out of leisure
five tabs of acid
hidden in my mom's freezer
and i want to go home
but i don't know where that is
and i want to go home
do you think it still exists
i'm scared of the answers
to all my pressing questions
i'll call up
a high school crush
winter break is for mistakes
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newport station North Carolina
just fuckin' around n spillin' my guts
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